the fraction that's completely and utterly unalterable
Negative Utopia; Positive Distopia
The law of relativity calls for no positivity. Keep your back to the church and your eyes inevitably on the search.
♥
You've always told me over and over again; on repeat, no-skip: "Love, your eyes are your heart." When I was 5 this seemed like a silly thing because I could have sworn the eyes were up there and the heart was else-where, probably burrowed somewhere within my lack of breasts. At any rate, I shrugged passed it. Now that I'm older but chest as under-developed as always, I heed your words and through disillusionment think perhaps it was "love over lust" that you've taught me in a world that lust def. over-rules the former.
This makes me wonder if you were the "dumb one" in the relationship. And now that I reflect on it maybe you didn't even say that, maybe you even said: "your eyes are the soul of your heart," but then again, I can't even correlate the three mentally.
My mom is rly sick and has been sick for a while & I don't know what to do. My internet has been iffy. So I'm sorry I couldn't say this earlier. I'll be back when I can sort out my life. Sorry guys.